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Don't wanna get up
Don't wanna wake
Cause all my nightmares are better than watching the sun come up
Don't wanna work
Don't even wanna move
When I know I'll just mess it up and they'll get someone else to do the job

So I wait
For you to call
Tell me how you are
Cause I'm too scared that it's my fault but I don't wanna feel that way anymore
So let's make a deal
When I say I'm lost
You say shut up and eat your
Beans then maybe one day you'll be strong
Until then I'm gone

I talk too much
Don't read enough
I roll up what sticks in my ears and call that law
Don't wanna walk
Don't wanna fuck
But unless I reach around your arms with mine I don't feel at home

So I make
The first call
Tell me how you are
I'm scared of every aspect of the world see I can't even let you talk
Cause I think one thing
When I say I'm lost
You'll say shut up and eat your
Beans and maybe one day you'll be strong
Until then

I lost control of my body of my limbs of my tongue
And I'm stuck inside my head repeating darkness like all is lost
But you have never left I fail to see that you have given me a chance

To listen to your teeth, to your fingernails your eyebrows
My eyes cross and I fade out only to recall your frowns
But I say please repeat that I'll hold on to you as you hold on to earth

And breathe
Tell me everything
Every joy and pain
I won't let my mind defeat me I'll write it all down and then sing it
I'm losing sight
But I'm never lost
When you say shut up and eat your
Beans and soon one day this will all be gone
It won't be long


from Bellow, released August 18, 2016



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